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Post by Tnangel5173 on Sept 14, 2008 20:09:08 GMT -5
un named right now...
Who are you to judge me? You Haven't lived my life, nor do you know the hurt and pain I'm still trying to work through.
They are slowly passing with time. Still more to let go of. don't judge me for what you see on the surface ..for you see I won't let anyone get to me.
I keep a lot of things hidden way deep inside Afraid to tell anyone for fear of being judged even more.
Inside I'm falling apart , while on the surface I pretend I'm alright.
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Late at night he comes to me wraps me in his arms and tells me everything is gonna be alright.
Sweet gentle kisses , soft voice he caresses my body with his hands. Holds me tight in his arms all night.
I wake up in the morning ,reach out for him he's not there. opening my eyes looking for a trace of him .
Waking up completely and finding myself lying in bed alone. Why do I find myself disappointed to wake up with no one beside me?
Dreams are just dreams . Late at night I see his face, hear his voice, feel his touch his kisses so hot. his body next to mine. I reach out to touch him and find he's not there once again.
Is this the way it's always gonna be ? waking up alone no one lying beside me?
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Post by Tnangel5173 on Apr 18, 2010 19:52:14 GMT -5
One About my dad
A thousand tears i Cried Looked into your eyes for the last time I started to walk away and you held on tight reaching for me , pulled me close.
Tears fell once again tears I tried to hide I knew it was the last time I'd ever hear your voice..
I didn't wanna leave your side wanted to stay with you for just a little longer. You knew I was stronger than I let on.
I bent down and gave you a kiss the last one I knew I'd be able to give you. I knew you loved me with all your heart...
Kneeling down on my knees to look you in the eyes words you struggled to say, the look on your face said it all. I told you I loved you , you said "love You" in a weak voice...
I listened to your breathing more and more shallow with each breath you took.. I watched you slip further and further away from me till your breathing stopped and the angels took you away.
Then there was words I did't wanna say to you as they lowered you into the ground.. suddenly it hit me all at once... MY daddy had left this earth to walk on heavens streets.
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