Meeting Nikki Sixx..the story continues..

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Stephanie put down the letter she'd read over and over the past two weeks. She had every line memorized . Still not wanting to believe it was true. Stephanie never thought she'd ever get the chance to meet Nikki , much less be so much more with him. Now after all these years , here was Vince in her life again. The one person she had a hard time moving on from . The man who was at one time the center of her world. He had ended it suddenly and without warning. Deep down she still loved him , just couldn't let those feeling come to the surface again..she would not let those feelings surface again.
They had been teens at the time of their romance. Before all the bands before Motley Crue. The Vince she knew then was not the Vince she knows now.
Stephanie sighed and and went out on the patio . Staring at the cd that had come with the letter , knowing full well what song would be on it. Their song the one they listened to when they were together ..including the last day they were together.
She picked it and thought "fuck It" and put it in the cd player she kept on the table by the lounge chair she sat in all the time.
As the song started to play tears fell from her eyes. "why couldn't he leave things in the past " she thought. "why dig up all the hurt she'd gone through after he left.
Taking a cigarette from the opened pack on the table , she fired it up and sat down...Trying to stop the tears she thought back to the day it happened....

Vince pulled up to the curb in front of her house where she was waiting for him. She was wearing blue jean mini skirt , tight black halter top and sandals on her feet. . Vince looked her up and down when he saw what she was wearing. He got out of the car and walked over to her gave her a big hug and opened the car door for her to get in. Stephanie noticed something was wrong with Vince cause he wasn't smiling like he usually was when he picked her up.
Stephanie wondered what was wrong but didn't say anything just got in the car and Vince closed the door, then walked to drivers side and got in. He told her they needed to talk as he started the car and put the car in drive. As he drove he put in the cassette they loved to listen to ..neither one of them talking..just singing along with the songs ..looking at each other one in a while.
Vince pulled into the park where they liked to go and talk ..one of their favorite places they had found off the beaten path...
He pulled into a parking spot and turned off the car. They rolled down the windows as it was a cool breezy day. ...They decided to get out of the car and sit on the hood...
"ok Vince what's wrong"? she asked him. He looked at her and pulled him into her arms and held her close. Finally he looked at her with tears in his eyes. "baby I'm leaving town, this time I have no choice " he told her.
Stephanie couldn't believe her ears..."leaving town, no choice?" she repeated. Her heart sank to her stomach. "why are you leaving and have no choice this time Vince..you are 18 and you are considered an adult now..you can do what you want to do." she asked. "Steph..I have to go..my parents bought a house 8 hours away in some part of LA. They are making me move Steph so I can pursue my music whatever that may be " he told her. that's something I've always wanted to do ..pursue my music...my parents are behind me and are allowing me to do it. I can't turn it down" he told her.
"So what does this mean for me and you Vince?" she asked him..tears starting to fall from her eyes. "when are ou moving and why didn't you tell me about this sooner than now?" she asked him.
"i just found out Steph, my parents told me about it as I was leaving to come pick you up" he told her. She looked away from him, wiping the tears from her eyes. "Steph we are moving in two days...my parents have talked about it ,,just never told me they were going to really do it" he told her. "I was just as surprised earlier when they told me about it" he told her. "so this is the last time we will see each other and be together?" she asked. "yeah i'm afraid so Steph" Vince told her softly. Stephanie couldn't believe it ..she was losing the one person she had truly fallen in love with in two days..there was nothing she could do.
Vince pulled her close to him and kissed her again. This time with more passion than he'd ever kissed her before. He saw the look in her eyes and knew she was feeling the same way he was..He took her by the hand and led her to the woods that ran beside a creek..a place they both had been to before.........

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After they had found the spot they always went to , Vince grabbed her by the waist and pulled her close to him. Vince kissed her gently. Stephanie kissed him back. The kisses got even more passionate . their hands started roaming . Stephanie pulled away from him , he pulled her close again. Just holding each other for a few seconds n each others arms . Stephanie looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
Vince wiped them away gently with his fingers and kissed her again. He wanted her more now than he'd ever wanted her in the 6 months they had been together. He picked her up and laid her down on the blanket he grabbed from the car before walking any further.
Stephanie put her arms around him and pulled him down to her. "do you have anything?" she asked him. Vince knowing what she was talking about and puled it out from his jeans pocket and laid it down beside them.
She sat up and kissed him on his neck , then his ears. Working her way back to his sensitive spots on his neck she knew so well. Vince gently pushed her back down on to the blanket and took off his shirt. She reached up and moved her hands along his chest and stomach . Stephanie loved the feel of his body in her hands. He touched her hair ..He loved the way it felt so soft and smelled so sweet.
Stephanie had saw him without his shirt several times now and still could not stop from checking out his body. Vince had six pack abs and a muscular chest..she couldn't help but let a tear slip from her eyes .Tthis would be the last time they would be together like this.
She sat up and kissed his nipples and flicked her tongue on them teasingly, playing with the other one with her fingers. Vince grabbed the bottom of her shirt and helped her take it off. He wasn't surprised she wasn't wearing a bra as she never did when they went out. They started kissing agin and he led her back down onto the blanket his hands moving over her tits . The way he touched her sent electricity through her body . She was going to miss him so much . Vince moved his body down to suck her erect nipples his other hand moving lower to her stomach then under her skirt. Slidding his hands where she wanted him to touch her the most. Vince moved the thongs out of the way so he could tease her with his fingers while licking and sucking her nipples at the same time. He wanted to take her right there and then after feeling the moistness between her legs, but didn't. He wasn't going to rush things with her , he was going to take his time.
Vince felt Stephanie breath in deep as he inserted a finger inside her slowly..He stopped and kissed her again while moving his finger inside her in and out slowly while rubbing her other spot softly. She was moaning low and knew she wanted him.
Vince stood up and took off his jeans...Stephanie smiled and knew what was about to happen next. She saw he was ready for her and took him in her mouth. She played with the head of him with her tongue while moving her hand up and down his shaft. Taking more of him in her mouth he breathed in deep. Working her tongue on him up and down and around him..she moved her mouth on him up and down while using her hand at the same time. Vince pulled away from her . He knew she was about to make him explode and didn't want to like this. Vince got back down onto the blanket kissed her and worked his way down her body with his mouth teasing her sensitive spots all the way down . He lifted her skirt and helped her remove the thong...he wanted to taste the sweetness between her legs.

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Vince took his time kissing and licking her thighs and not going near the spot he knew she wanted him to put his hot mouth..He looked up at her and smiled. He put his head back down and flicked his tongue on her wet spot...he felt her breath in . Finally he licked her clit softly at first..savoring the taste of her. Using a finger he inserted it inside her moved it in and out teasingly. Keeping pace licking and sucking her at the same time. He knew when to sto as she was moaning softly so no one would hear them. Oh how he wanted her now but continued to taste her sweetness running out of her . Vince finally licked her wet hot pussy...iserting his tongue as far as he could...teasing her with it in and out....he knew she was ready for him.
He looked up at her and saw the look in her eyes. "I want you inside me Vince, please " . She told him. He was still hard as a rock and moved hs body over her in the 69 ...Stephanie hungrily took him in her mouth. Moving her tongue over him up and down..sucking him until he had to stop and roll off her. He didn't want it to end like this. He got on top of her and kissed her deeply with passion. Moving her legs apart he felt her wetness. Vince put himself inside her ..he knew to take it slow before entering her all the way. After he knew she was ready for more of him he went in deeper inside her. Stephanie arched her body wanting to feel him deep inside her. Vince moved in her faster and faster, slowing down pulling almost out of her then pushing inside her again. Both of them moaning..Vince knew he was on the verge of climax and stopped while inside her. When he knew he could continue he moved inside her again...Stephanie kissed and sucked his neck and ears..They kissed again and he pushed deeper inside her. She didn't want it to end...Vince felt her body ving under his . He put his hands under her and pulled her close to his him..moving inside her faster and faster feeling her move on him as he was moving inside her..Stephanie told him she was about to cum and wanted him to with her....Vince pulled out of her before he did ..realizing he had forgotten to put on the protection..Stephanie looked at him wondering what was wrong. Vince climaxed on her stomach and used his fingers inside her helping her reach hers to. He layed down beside her both of them out of breath thier bodies wet with sweat. Stephanie climbed on top of him and kissed him. That's when she saw the condom beside them and laughed..oh well she thought. He looked up at her and put his hand up to put his fingers in her hair. How much he would miss her..He was not ready to tell her goodbye...Vince loved her and knew he would not love anyone as much as he loved her..
The got up and put on the clothes they had taken off. Holding hands they walked back to the car. Vince put the blanket in the trunk. They kissed and he helped her in the car. He got in on the drivers side. "Vince I don't want us to end like this" she told him.
"isn't there a way we could try to see each other again?" she asked him. "I don't want it to end either baby" he told her.
Tears started to fall from both their eyes. Vince wiped them away and leaned over to her and kissed her. Pulling away from her he started up the car. Stephanie tried to stop the tears as he put the car in reverse and backed out . "I LOVE YOU VINCE" she said. "I LOVE YOU TOO" he said to her , put the car in drive and turned up the volume on the radio.
Once back at her place they sat and talked in the car as long as they were allowed. After two hours it was time to go their different ways. Stephanie hoped he meant it when he said he would call and write her ..she knew he wouldn't . Vince kissed her one last time before she got out of the car. Stephanie let the tears fall freely this time as did Vince...Stephanie told him to go...she would walk away as he drove away..she didn't want to say good-bye to him..only I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL! Vince told her her loved her too and started the car and put it in drive and drove away slowly ..looking in the rear view mirror watching her walk away from him looking back and waved to him.

"DAMN IT" Stephanie said out loud as she came out of that memory.
"That hurt to damn much to remember that" she thought.
However the memories didn't stop there. Stephanie wished them away , they just would not stop. Wiping tears from her eyes she decided to go for a walk. Grabbing her keys , cigs and a bottle of water she head for the door. Opening the door to step outside there was Vince standing there. "DAMN IT VINCE" she yelled at him. "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU HERE?" she asked him. Vince didn't say anything just stood there smiling. He knew she had gotten the letter and cd he had sent her. "I came by to check on you" he told her. "Well I'm just fine and I was about to leave , I needed some air and to clear my mind. "Don't go yet please" Vince said. "Vince please just stop this ..please don't make me go down that path again , that between us is over..you ended it VINCE without even trying ..you never called me, you never wrote me ..I was just a distant memory to you once you left" she told him trying to stop the tears once again. Vince tried to put his arms around her , and she would not let him , she pulled away from him. "Come on baby let me hold you" Vince told her. Stephanie shook her head no and closed the door on him. Running to the bedroom she lied down on the bed and cried harder than she had the day he moved.
The knocking on the door would not stop...Vince knew she was upset and knew why . All he wanted to do was explain to her what had happened and why he never called her back when she called him to tell him the news.

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Vince finally stopped knocking on the door. He saw how upset Stephanie had been when she shut the
door on him. Shaking his head he walked back to his Harley in the drive. Got on it and started it up.
Reving the motor making it very loud..Vince wanted to drown out all emotions he was feeling at the time.
Stephanie was upset and he knew he was the reason once again. Last time he saw tears in her eyes was the last time he
saw her..the last time he kissed her. Vince drove down the driveway not knowing where he was going but knew he needed
to clear his mind. "man what am I doing?" he thought to himself. "Stephanie is with Nikki now. Still he could not shake her
even after all these years had passed. Driving down the coast he found a clear spot off the road to watch the waves crash against the
rocks. Vince shut off the engine, and sat there. Thinking back to the day he last saw her. Stephanie was in his car and
they were talking. He'd promised to call and write her . The letter he'd written so many times in his mind that never got
put on paper. So many things he wanted to tell her. "Why didn't I write it and send it to her?" vince thought to himself.
Maybe things would be different now. "what is it she wanted to tell me so bad when she called me 6 months later?" Vince said out loud.
"I promised to call her back and didn't" Vince had gotten so busy once moving close to L.A. he was the singer for a band called Rockandie
and had been busy with rehersals then the shows , the backstage parties, the women...! When he had got back home the next day he crashed and
slept ..when he woke up it was off to another party. Things had gotten so out of control..He was out of control. Stephanie would not have liked
seeing him that way. He wasn't the same person who had moved away from her. By the time he realized he was suppose to call her back a month had
gone by. Vince had moved around staying place to place he'd lost her number. There was really no excuse to why he never called her back.
Remembering the look in her eyes as he drove away that day killed him inside. He was leaving someone he truly loved. "Man I wanted to
take her with me" , Vince said out loud. A few months after she had called him as he was going on stage he thought he had seen her in the
crowd . Taking second looks when he could to see if it really was her. The room was dark except for the stage lights ..the lights made it hard for him to
get a good look at her . After the show he did something he had never done before...He asked someone to find her and bring her to him
The seacrh turned out to the girl not being Stephanie but someone who favored her. Vince ended up walking away from the girl.
Never forgetting Stephanie in his heart he knew she would find someone else after him. Just didn't know if he would be able to handle
it if he ever saw her with them. Memories of thier times together would not stop. Vince had to know once and for all what that news
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Stephanie heard Vince drive away on his Harley. She was glad he left. Last thing she wanted was for him to see her upset.
The phone rang and she went to check the caller Id to see who it was. It was Nikki calling her from New York.
"hello" She said. " hey sexy what are you up to today?" he asked. "oh nothing..just getting ready to pack my suitcase"
she told him. "why where you going?" Nikki asked her in a teasing way. "I think you know where I'm going, since I got plane tickets
and a pass from YOU in the mail 2 days ago" Stephanie told him laughing. "have you seen Vince or talked to him?" Nikki asked her.
"Why do you ask that?" she asked. "cause he has taken off on us to go back to L.A..said something about having to take care
of something and come back before the show" Nikki told her. "Oh great" Stephanie thought to herself. She now knew why Vince
was in L.A. He wanted to talk to her without interruptions from Nikki coming home . "yeah I've talked to him " Stephanie told Nikki.
"you don't sound to happy about that Steph, what's up?" Nikki asked her. "OH nothing really" she told him fighting the tears again.
She could not let Nikki hear her upset over the phone and worried she would have to deal with Vince now on the damn plane. "I miss you babe
very much and I can't wait to see you when you get here. Don't worry about getting a cab because I already have a ride for you that will be waiting at
the airport when you arrive" Nikki told her. "wow, you set that up already?" she asked him. "I miss you like crazy Nikki and I can't wait to see you too"
Stephanie told him. "ok I gotta run , I love you Steph see you when you get here." Nikki told her. "Love you too Nikki" Stephanie told him and hung up the phone.
"DAMN IT" Stephanie yelled after hanging up the phone.."Vince came back here to talk to me..to see me..." she said out loud.
She went into the bedroom and got her suitcase out of the closet and started packing..she was gonna leave now..she did not want to be on the same plane with Vince.
Stephanie knew eventually she was gonna have to tell Nikki about her and Vince years ago..right now she just didn't want to...doesn't know how to.
At last she was finally finished packing her suitcase. Stephanie called for a cab to take her to the airport. After hanging up the phone she heard a knock at the door.
"oh shit" she thought.."what if it's Vince again." Walking to the door slowly she peeked through the peep hole to see who it was this time before opening the door.
Opening the door she was glad to see her. "hey you" Jessie said after she was inside. "what's wrong with you?" Jessie could tell by the look in her eyes something was wrong.
"OH nothing i'm fine." Stephanie told her. "Bullshit" Jessie replied back. "I know you to damn well to know you are not fine and where the hell are you going?" Jessie asked her
looking at the suitcase on the floor by the door. Stephanie looked at Jessie knowing full well she couldn't hide anything from her. They have been best friends since high school.
They always knew when something was wrong with the other by just one look. "Ok you got me " Stephanie told her.
"let's go out on the patio for a few minutes and I will fill you in on EVERYTHING" Stephanie told her.
Jessie followed Stephanie to the patio and took a seat across from her. Taking a smoke from her pack and lighting it she waited on her friend to fill her in.
This was gonna take time because tears had started falling from her friends eyes . "Oh shit Steph don't tell me you and Nikki broke it off and you are going back home like you
always do when things go wrong ." Stephanie shook her head no and wiped the tears from her eyes. "no we didn't break it off and I am about to fly out to New York today instead of
tomorrow. " "WHY TODAY?" Jessie asked her. "because I don't wanna be on the same damn plane with VINCE that's why" she answered. "WHAT?" Jess asked surprised. "Vince is in
New york with the band Stephanie" Jessie said surprised. "No Vince is here in L.A. right now, he came by here Jess..wanted to talk to me.. had just read that damn letter again and finally listened to
the cd he sent with it" Stephanie told her. "DAMN girl what are you gonna do about this?" "Does Nikki know about your past with him yet ?" Jessie asked her. "NO he doesn't know about it
it's something that's never came up before" Stephanie said wiping the tears from her eyes again. "wow you are really upset about this..you had a hard time getting over him after he left and now
after all these years here he is in your life again in a way" Jessie said. "what did the letter say anyway that upset you so much?" Jessie asked. Stephanie went and got the letter and handed it to Jessie.
Steph I can't read this...It will just piss me off and want me want to go off on Vince like I wanted to do all those years ago when he never wrote you or called you back like he said he would do"
"Just read it" Stephanie told her. Jessie read the letter silently and when she finished it looked at her and told her "damn girl he never forgot about you and looked for you?"
Stephanie looked at her friend and nodded her head. "i don't know Jess, that's what he said in the letter." Jessie got up and turned on the cd player..she wanted to hear what the cd had on it.
After a few minutes Jessie turned it off. She could not believe he had sent those songs to her. Stephanie had not ever listened to those songs since he'd moved away from her all those years ago.
Looking Stephanie in the eyes she said " YOU STILL LOVE HIM DON'T YOU GIRL" . Before Stephanie could answer there was a knock at the door. Jessie got up and answered it before checking to see who it was.

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Opening the door Jessie saw the limo in the driveway. Limo driver at the door.
“Steph your ride is here sweets.” Jessie called to her. Stephanie got up and grabbed the letter Jessie had set down on the table before going to the door and stuck it in her back pocket. Closing and locking the patio door, she walked over and made sure she had everything. The limo driver nodded to her suitcase by the door and Jessie handed it to him. Driver took Stephanie’s belongings to the car and opened the door for her.
Jessie gave Stephanie a hug and told her she would lock up the house for her to go ahead and leave. Stephanie nodded and walked to the car. When she looked back she saw Jessie motion to call her later. They still had to finish the conversation that was interrupted by the driver. Jessie wanted an answer to her question and Stephanie saw that look in her eyes. Stephanie climbed into the limo and got comfortable as the driver shut the door for her.
Jessie walked around the house making sure everything was turned off and unplugged before leaving . She knew where the extra keys were hid outside and went to make sure they were still there. Walking back inside she heard the roar of a motorcycle in the drive.
“OH hell here we go “ she thought. Watching to see who it was coming up the drive she waited. As the motorcycle got closer the person on it was none other than Vince again.
Jessie had waited years to talk to him again and now was her chance to tell him what she thought of him . Jessie went inside the house and turned on the alarm , then walked outside and locked the door behind her. Vince had taken off his helmet and was about to get off the bike when he saw Jessie walking towards him.
“Vince she is not here “ Jessie told him. “Where is she?” he asked. “Stephanie had some things to do before she left for New York and most likely won’t be back until later on that night” Jessie told him, giving her friend time to get to the airport and on the plane for New York. “SO why are you here ? Vince asked. “I told her to go ahead and go I would lock up for her” Jessie told him. Jessie could see that Vince was upset about something and wasn’t sure if she should say anything or not to him.
“You know don’t you?” Vince asked her. “know what?” she replied back.
“come on Jessie , I know you know where she really is and she won’t be coming back here tonight?” Jessie told him to leave her alone. What they had in the past is the past and Stephanie had moved on without him. Leave the past behind him. “I can’t do that Jessie, I still love her always have” Vince told her. “Vince YOU are the one who never called her or wrote her after YOU moved away, after promising to do those things” Jessie said. “It was hard on her for months not hearing from you again.” “I watched her go to the mail box everyday looking for a letter from you, or jump up and run to the phone and answer it in hopes it would be you “ Jessie told him. “Do you know how hard it was for me to sit in her room with her and see her cry her eyes out over you?” Jessie asked him.
“Yeah I can imagine how hard it was on both of you” Vince told her trying to hide the tears in his eyes. “Vince it took her a year to accept the fact that it was over between you two.” Something she hoped wasn’t true, that she would hear from you and never did.” Jessie told him. “Eventually she did start dating other people again, just wasn’t the same with any of them like it was with you” Jessie told him. “Finally when she got the letter in the mail from the college she wanted to go to I saw a huge smile on her face” Jessie told him. “College?” Vince asked. “Yes college “ Jessie said. “WE both got accepted to the same one here in L.A. “Once we were here and settled in I talked Stephanie into going to a club with me one night. She needed to get out and have some fun” Jessie told him.

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“Vince the club we went to that night was the one you performed at. “ The look on his face was priceless. Jessie wanted him to know that Stephanie had saw him on stage the same night he thought he had saw her. “Vince she was so surprised to see you on that stage singing working the crowd. She wanted to run up front and let you know she was there until she heard two girls talking about you and all the after parties you had gone to.”
Jessie told him. Vince now knew it was Stephanie he saw in that club and had sent someone to find her. “When Stephanie heard what had been going on with all those women and drugs she left and I followed her . “ Jessie told him. Vince was at a loss for words . Finally he told Jessie he thought he had saw her in the back of the club and after the show he went and asked someone to find her and bring her to him. He wanted to see her and talk to her. “Well I now know why she left and I can’t say that I blame her “ Vince said. “I know it hurt her to hear those girls talking about me like that” Vince said.
“Damn it Vince why didn’t you call her or write her?” Jessie asked him.
Vince looked at her and told her he had written her , just never finished the letters and put them in the mail to her. Things got crazy once he moved here. “I know I should have sent those letters to her and called her. Vince said. “I loved her Jessie and ended up going to party after party, woman after woman trying to ease the pain of not having her in my life anymore. “ “None of those women meant anything to me , they were just fun that’s it” He told her. “Well Vince now you know how much it hurt her more than you will ever know” Stephanie would not date anyone for a long time after that night. Jessie told Vince to leave her alone now, Stephanie was finally happy again with Nikki and to let her be happy. “walk away from her Vince please” Jessie asked him. Vince nodded his head and told her now that he knew just how much Stephanie was hurt by him he would leave her alone. “Thank You Vince for understanding , I’ve told you to much already” Jessie told him. Jessie’s phone rang and she answered it. “hello “ “yeah everything is cool, house is locked up and the alarm is on” Jessie said. Vince knew it was Stephanie checking on things. “No Steph everything is cool I promise you, I’ll see you later tonight when you get home, go get what you need and we’ll talk later” Jessie said into the phone looking at Vince. Jessie hung up the phone and told Vince she needed to go. Vince told her thank you for letting him know what went on after he moved away. Now he knew he had to talk to Stephanie even though he promised to leave her alone.
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Stephanie had saw Vince riding down the road to Nikki’s place while in the limo.
“OH No” she thought” after seeing him knowing Jessie was still there. Jessie will tear him to pieces when she see’s him. A part of her wanted to tell the driver to turn around and go back. Then she just sat there and knew she had to get to the airport that Jessie would take care of things at the house and with Vince. Somehow Jessie had a way of controlling her temper when it came to Stephanie. By the way Jessie talked on the phone she knew Vince was still there in front of Jessie giving her more time to get away .
The sound of her voice was cautious not to give anything away to him. Stephanie smiled knowing Jessie was covering not only her but Nikki too in a way. Jessie loved Nikki to death and thought of him as a brother she’d never had. Those two are good friends and
both want what’s best for her. Stephanie smiled wondering if Vince would try to come back that night to talk to her.
Arriving at the airport the limo driver helped her with her belongings and walked with her to the ticket counter . The cashier traded in her ticket for the next day and handed her one for that day , the plane leaving in an hour. Stephanie thanked the driver and tipped him. He handed her his card and told her to call him when she got back into town and he would pick her up and take her home. Stephanie told him thank you and that she would call him. Asked him if he picked up Vince not to tell him where she was or went.
“no problem Stephanie “ Abbot said. “I know you wanted to get to New York to see Nikki” he said smiling. Stephanie grinned and said you knew who I was all along?”
“Yes I knew who you were when I saw you at his place” She laughed and said well thanks .”you’re very welcome “ . Stephanie walked towards the hall where the plane would be waiting on her. Once there they attendant asked her f she was ready to board the plane now. As she knew Stephanie from being with the guys on the plane before at different times. Stephanie nodded and Ashley walked her to the plane herself.
“give that man of yours a hug for me would ya?” Ashley said as Stephanie walked onto the plane and sat down in First Class. Stephanie told her she would. Thirty Minutes later the plane was ready for take off. Once the plane was in the air Stephanie called Nikki.
“hey babe what are you up to?” he asked her. “Oh nothing , I just have a surprise for you a day early” She said smiling. “Oh yeah what’s that?” he asked. “You will see here in a few hours “ She told him. “what you on your way now?” Nikki asked her with a surprised voice. “Yes I’m on the plane right now as we speak in the air” she told him.
“Wow umm ok..works for me …can’t wait to see you when you get here” Nikki told her.
“I can’t wait to get there either, I miss you soo much Nikki” Stephanie told him.
“I miss you too babe” Nikki said. “ok I will call you when I’m 15 minutes from landing at the airport” she told him. “ok babe see you when you get here” Nikki said.
Stephanie hung up with Nikki and called Jessie. Talking to Jessie calmed her nerves and laughed when Jessie told her what she had told Vince to keep him there to give her time to get away. “girl you are too much sometimes you know that. “ “yeah well I couldn’t let him go after you girl” Jessie said. “OK so what else did you tell him? “ Stephanie asked.
“Jess I can’t believe you told him all that now he will try and find a way to talk to me even more “ Stephanie said. “Yeah I know he promised to leave me alone, I just know he won’t” Stephanie told her. “OK I gotta go , I’ll call you when I’m in New York.” Meanwhile keep watch on Vince.” Stephanie told her.

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Vince got on his harley and rose off. He knew Jessie was hiding something and knew Stephanie was not coming back that night. Jessie was covering for her. He knew her to well. Riding back to his place , he parked in the garage. Walking inside he grabbed a small bag and threw some clothes in it. Calling for a car to go to the airport. He knew he had to get back to New York for the show the next night. The car arrived about 20 minutes later. The same one he had saw leave Nikki’s house before he got there.
The driver opened the door for Vince and he got in. He smelled her perfume on the seat behind him. Vince now for sure Stephanie was on her way to see Nikki. He had to get to her before she saw Nikki. That was a long shot he knew ..she already had a couple hours on him. Once at the airport Vince went straight to the plane he knew would be waiting on him. He had called ahead and reserved the private jet.
A few minutes later the plane taxied down the runway head back to New York.
Vince called Nikki to inform him that he was on his way back and would be there in time for the show the following night. He was on the plane now. They would have to make a fuel stop on the way there.
Vince could not wait to talk to Stephanie. He had to know if what Jessie had told him was true. Now he knew why Stephanie had been so cold towards him when she saw him again. Why she would barely look his way when they were in the same room together with the band and backstage at times. Vince would look at her and smile..Stephanie would look the other way. He hoped it would not be to late to talk to her.
“damn it “ he said to himself. Walking over to the mini bar he fixed a drink.. Jack and coke. Vince drank it down fast and fixed another one. By the time the plane would land he would be sober enough to walk or at least he thought he would be.

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Stephanie heard the pilot say they were approaching JFK International. The excitement rose in her stomach. Finally after a couple of months she was going to see Nikki again. The last week had been draining on her. Stephanie wished Vince would leave the past between them in the past. They were over the day he moved away. Something she didn’t want to accept at first and eventually got over it.
The plane landed and taxied down the runway towards the terminal where she knew Nikki would be waiting for her. Stephanie was the first one off the plane and walked down the corridor into the terminal. Looking around for Nikki. Then she saw him standing there with fans all around him. Nikki looked up and excused him from the fans and walked over to Stephanie. Picking her up in his arms and giving her a hug and kiss. “Wow you are a site for sore eyes “she tells him. “I’ve missed you too Baby” Stephanie tells him. They walk off together to get her bags. Walking hand in hand Nikki is stopped by fans wanting autographs and pictures. Finally they made it to baggage claim and outside to the car waiting on them. Inside the car Nikki pulled her close and kissed her again this time more intense than before.
Stephanie pulled away from Nikki knowing where this was leading to. “What’s wrong babe?” he asked smiling. Nikki knew he was getting her excited just by her kisses. Stephanie looked at him and smiled back and said nothing. Nikki pulled her in for another kiss. She responded and this time did not pull away. Her hands started roaming his body down to his pants button. Nikki pulled away from her and laughed. “Ok we better stop this until we get to the Hotel and in the room” he said. Stephanie laughed and kissed him again.
Soon after the limo pulled up to the Hotel and the driver got out and opened the door for them. Nikki walked to the back of the car and took her bags from the trunk. Nikki thanked the driver and told him he would call him when they needed him again.

Nikki led Stephanie to the elevators and kissed her once the doors closed. He couldn’t wait to get back to his room. He’d missed her so much the past two months. Wanting to be with her in her arms. The elevator doors opened to his floor. Taking her by the hand her walked to his room. Putting down her bags on the floor, he closed the door behind them. Picked Stephanie up in his arms, hugged her tight and kissed her longingly.
Stephanie responded to his kiss immediately. Nikki carried her to the bed and laid her down gently never breaking the kiss. His kisses made her melt inside. She wanted him but knew he would take his time with her. Nikki lied down on top of her bracing himself with his arm on the bed so he would not crush her with his weight. Stephanie broke the kiss and lightly kissed his neck in the right places. She knew he was hard already, she felt him while he was on the elevators. Moving her arms and hands down his back she felt every inch of him the muscles in his back. Nikki inhaled deeply as she kissed his neck and ears. He sat up looked at her and smiled, no words spoken between them.
Stephanie let her hands roam his body and found his jeans already unbuttoned. She slipped her hand down inside them and reached for his hard erection waiting on her.
Moving her hand up and down on him slowly, teasing the head with her fingertips.
Nikki couldn’t get enough of her touch or teases. He got up off her and she stood up off the bed and helped him take off his shirt then threw it on the floor. Kissing his nipples moving her hands to his jeans, helped him take those off. Nikki was hard as a rock.
Without saying a word she smiled then sat down on the edge of the bed. Pulling him close to her she took him into her mouth. Nikki inhaled once again. He had missed this, her soft mouth, lips on him like this. Stephanie knew how to work her hands and mouth on him that would make him explode at any given minute. Nikki stepped away from her, pulled her up to him, and kissed her again. This time he pulled her shirt off her and she took off her bra. Lowering her to the bed again, he sucked her erect nipples, playing with the other one with his fingertips. Stephanie unbuttoned her pants and started pushing them down. Nikki helped her take them off and found she was not wearing any panties at all. Kissing and sucking her nipples, found her wet and ready for him. Inserting his middle finger inside her, he pushed it in and out slowly. Finding her clit with his thumb rubbing that too. Stephanie was on the verge of climax. Arching her body to the motion of his fingers. Kissing her again on her lips, neck, and ears, she came intensely. Nikki lowered his body down hers licking his way down slowly. Stephanie inhaled slightly.
Looking up at her Nikki smiled. “Damn I’ve missed this “she told him. I’ve missed this too” he said. Going further down Nikki licked her clit softly at first. Taking it into his mouth, he sucked it while inserting his finger back inside her once again. Licking, sucking her clit, moving his fingers inside her at a faster pace. Stephanie moaned and bucked under him. Stephanie was about to explode again under his spell. She came hard this time, and then told him she wanted him inside her now. Nikki moved his body over her and gently entered her. Taking his time going all the way in. Moving her body to push him further inside her. She wanted to feel all of him. Nikki responded to her, pushed all the way in. Speeding up the pace inside her, he could feel her tighten up and releasing him with her pelvic muscles. They continued like this for a few minutes until he pulled out of her and she got on her knees. Nikki entered her again from behind. They were both close to climax. Nikki felt her climax then pulled out and shot it on her back.
Both of them tired and the fell onto the bed. Few minutes later Nikki got up, went to the bathroom, and got a towel. Cleaning off her back, then him.
Stephanie turned over onto her back and slid up to the pillows. Nikki walked over and lied down beside her. “Damn I love you,” he told her. “I love you too Nikki” Stephanie said. After awhile Stephanie got up and went to take a shower. Nikki got up and put her clothes on the bed. Just as he picked up her pants, something fell from them onto the floor. Picking it up he looked at it. Noticing Vince’s handwriting on the inside of it, Nikki opened the letter up and read it. The water cut off and Nikki put the letter back into her pants pocket.

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Nikki could not understand why Vince had written a letter like that to Stephanie. Was there something going on between them before he met Stephanie? How long did last and why did it not work out? Nikki’s mind was racing with questions. Stephanie had not told him about her and Vince before. Why? Now was a good time to talk about this with her. Nikki came up with a plan to talk about “old flames”. He would start first. Maybe this way she would open up about Vince. He had to know. One thing he knew was that Vince still loved Stephanie. Was she the one he had mentioned in the past? Vince never said her name, just a girl he dated a long time ago. How much he wished he knew where she was and if she was happy.
Stephanie walked out of the bathroom with her hair up in a towel and holding another one around her body. Nikki looked up at her and smiled. “You look delicious,” he said. Stephanie smiled and said “I do huh?” “Yeah you do “Nikki replied back. As she was about to walk to the other side of the room Nikki got up off the bed and walked over to her. Wrapped his arms around her and turned her to face him. Kissing her soft lips his hand at the base of her neck. When he broke the kiss that’s when he noticed the tears in her eyes. Tears she did not want him to see. Stephanie walked over to the sink and splashed her face with cold water. Nikki watched her closely. Walking over to her he wrapped his arms around her from behind. “What’s wrong babe?” he asked softly.
While she was in the shower she had decided to tell Nikki about her and Vince and the past they had together. It was something she knew she had to do. Nikki deserved to know the truth about them and her feelings for him now. Stephanie knew Vince would not keep his promise to leave her alone he had made Jessie. When he saw her he would want to talk to her. “Nikki I have to tell you something you will not like, it’s just something that needs to be out in the open. I’d rather you know about it than to keep secrets from you.”
Stephanie told him. “Well whatever it is we can work through it,” Nikki told her.
Nikki kissed her on the back of her neck and let her get dressed. Stephanie walked over to the bed and climbed up on it in front of him. Stephanie looked Nikki in the eyes and told him of her past with Vince. How young they were at the time and why it ended between them. Along with what happened once she had moved to L.A. What she heard at the club that night about him and how she walked out before the last song was finished.
Nikki took all this in gradually. He leaned in to her and kissed her deeply. Nikki had wondered if she was, the one Vince talked about occasionally. Now he knew for sure Stephanie…his Stephanie had once belonged to Vince. The letter he had read from her pants pocket from Vince. Stephanie felt like a huge weight had been lifted off her shoulders for telling him the truth about Vince. All of Nikki’s questions had been answered except for one. One he was not sure he wanted the answer to but knew he had to ask her. Nikki was about to ask Stephanie if she still loved Vince, before he could she stopped him. “I know what you are going to ask me now “she told him. “Jess asked me the same question before I left to come here today,” Stephanie told him. Nikki said, “Well do you still love Vince Stephanie?” Stephanie looked at him and said “ I love the Vince I grew up with and dated, the Vince I know now is not the same person , he has changed so much that I have to live with the memory of who he was and not who he is now” she replied. “a part of me will always love Vince , he was my first love Nikki” Nikki nodded his head in agreement. He knew how she felt as he once had a first love he would always love that belonged to someone else at the time. “Nikki I have moved on away from Vince, he is my past that’s where he will stay. YOU are the man I’m in love with and love with all my heart” Stephanie told him and pulled him to her then kissed him.
Nikki kissed her back and guided her down onto the bed. Stephanie started laughing and Nikki looked into her eyes with his green eyes and smiled at her. “It’s good to hear you laugh,” he said. Nikki wanted to make love to her again but knew she was tired from the long plane ride to him. They cuddled and kissed for awhile. Nikki then told Stephanie they had to meet up with Tommy and his girlfriend the next day. Stephanie could not wait to see Tommy. He was like a brother to her. She had missed him as much as she had missed Nikki. “I cannot wait to see them all tomorrow ..It will be like it usually is before the show,” Stephanie told him. Nikki told her a little bit about Tommy’s girlfriend, how he knew her, just did not say anything about his past with her at all.



After the plane landed in New York Vince got into the first cab he saw. Told the driver where to go. Arriving at the hotel Vince paid the cabby and got out. Walking into the Hotel, he went straight to the bar. Ordering a shot of Jack and coke Vince wondered if Stephanie would come in on the plane in the morning or afternoon. Finishing his drink he headed for the elevators. The elevator door opened and one of the Motley dancers was going down to the pool. Vince was stumbling around trying to get off the elevator; the dancer helped him off and to his room. Vince went to the bed and fell on it. Soon he was sound asleep. Couple of hours later he woke up and wanted to talk to Nikki, so he called Nikki’s room only to get a busy signal. Sober enough now to walk Vince left his room and went to Nikki’s. Knocking on the door and yelling Nikki’s name at the same time.
Nikki opened the door and stepped into the hall. Vince it’s late you need to go back to your room and we can talk in the morning. Vince wanted to talk right then, so Nikki went with Vince to his room after grabbing his room key. Quietly walked out of the room so he would not disturb Stephanie sleeping. Stephanie was already awake, watched Nikki leave with Vince knowing Vince had been drinking again. Rolling her eyes she tried to go back to sleep. Nikki would be gone the rest of the night.

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Stephanie opened her eyes slowly feeling Nikki's arms around her. The sun was peaking through the closed curtains on the window. Turning over to face Nikki she looked into his beautiful green eyes. Nikki smiled at her . "when did you come back to the room " she asked him. Nikki gave her a surprised look. He thought she was sleeping when he left the room with Vince last night. " You knew I left?" he asked her. "yeah I saw you leave with Vince after grabbing the room key off the dresser" Stephanie told him. " I thought you were asleep ?" Nikki asked with a grin on his face. " I pretended to be asleep so Vince wouldn't know I was here yet" Stephanine told him. "Ahh good idea" Nikki said. "well I wasn't gone very long with him , because he crashed about 15 minutes after we got back to his room. Nikki told her. "oh that figures " she replied. "Steph Vince still loves you , that's all he talked about before he crashed." Nikki said. "well what did you say to him about me?" She asked. "nothing I just let him talk...He was very drunk" he told her. "eventually you are going to have to talk to him Steph and tell him what you told me last night" Nikki told her. "yeah I know but damn Nikki would that even matter to him, he'd still try and get me back and he knows I'm head over heels in love with you and I don't want him back" Stephanie said. " I don't know Babe" Nikki said. "Enough about Vince, I don't wanna talk about him anymore" She said. Stephanie reached a hand up to Nikki's chin and pulled him to her for a kiss. She kissed him so passionately that it told Nikki she wanted him right now. When they borke away from the kiss she asked how much time they had before they went to meet Tommy and his girl. Nikki looked at the clock and said "we have a couple hours."
"Good" Stephanie said and crawled on top of Nikki kissing his neck and ears. Nikki laughed and said "hmm someone is in a horny mood this morning" "Yeah I am , is that a problem?" She asked smiling. "Nope but let me call T-bone real quick and make sure everything is still gonna happen" he told her. Nikki picked up the phone and called Tommy. "Hey T-bone Everything ok?" Really Oh shit everything cool?" "damn dude ok talk to ya later" Nikki hung up the phone. "Everything ok ?" Steph asked him. "yeah Tommy's girl got fucked up big time last night" Nikki told her laughing. He knew how Ceejae got when she had been drinking and knew it wasn't a good night for Tommy. Nikki had not yet told Stephanie about him and Ceejae in the past. Nikki was one of the reasons Ceejae had left town all those years ago and Tommy searched for her ever since she had left. In a way he was nervous to see her again. He didn't know what to do now , tell Stephanie about her now or wait until later on after meeting up with her and Tommy. Stephanie looked at Nikki and knew he was thinking about something and wasn't sure she wanted to know what about or not.

An hour later it was time to get ready to go. Nikki was getting nervous..It had been years since he has saw Ceejae. He still had feelings for her but knew it wasn't right , they could never be together because she loved Tommy and her heart belonged to him .."i'm gonna take a shower , care to join me " Stephanie asked Nikki.
"Sure " he said chasing her into the bathroom. Stephanie could sense the mood in Nikki change a little bit and this worried her. "Nikki we don't have to go meet Tommy and his girl today if you don't want to, I will see Tommy tonight at the show" She told him. " I'm fine and I want you to meet Tommy's girl..she's cool Steph you will love her" Nikki told her. "ok if you are fine with it, I can't wait to meet her." Stephanie said.
Nikki finsihed in the shower and got out. "i'm gonna call T-bone again and see where he wants to meet today"
Nikki told her. Stephanie nodded and watched him get out and wrap a towel around him.
"Something isn't right with him " she thought to herself. She somehow wondered if there was something he wasn't telling her about Tommy's woman. What was she to him ..Stephanie wondered. Stephanie knew Nikki loved her and they were happy together and that's all that mattered to her.

Before Nikki could call Tommy his phone rang. "yo T-bone what's up?" Nikki said into the phone.
"yeah we are getting ready now..Steph is in the shower now . She is happy to see you again and for whatever reason I have no idea" Nikki said jesting with Tommy. Yeah we will be there in about an hour , how's Ceejae?
She feeling better?" Nikki asked. "OK good..Tell her no more drinking " Nikki laughed . "yeah ok dude see ya then" Nikki hung up the phone as Stephanie walked into the room.

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Nikki talked to Tommy on the phone for a few minutes. "yeah dude we are ok, Steph is in the shower right now."
"yeah I'm ok just got some stuff going on here, yeah we're still going" Nikki told Tommy.
"It has to do with Vince" Long Story dude i will explain later" N nothing bad..swear you won't say anything?
"Ok cool see ya in an hour" NIkki said into the phone.
Nikki hung up the phone and walked out onto the terrace of the hotel. He was on the top floor in the penthouse suite.
Lighting a cigarette he inhaled slow. "how am I gonna get through this day? he wondered to himself. Seeing ceejae again after all these years is gonna be hard.
He still cared for her and wanted her to be happy no matter who she was with. It still hurt him a little knowing he was not the one she wanted to be with.
Now he had Stephanie and was very happy with her. She's so different from Ceejae. Stephanie came along at the right time for him..had showed him what real love was and no matter
what she would stick with him through al the hard times . He had put her through hell the first year they were together. Here she was still with him when others would have ran off.
Nikki shook his head and smiled. "Yeah I can get through this day with her by my side" he thought. Nikki knew eventually he was going to have to tell Stephanie about him and Ceejae just not right now and not today.
This was her day and he wasn't going to spoil it for her.
"Nikki where are you"? Stephanie called from inside the room. Nikki turned around and saw her standing in the room wearing her tight blue jeans with a tight baby doll t-shirt with the Motley logo on it. She had her hair up in a clip and styled in the front. "wow you look hot" Nikki said walking towards her. Picking her up kissing her deeply.
"hmm someone's mood seems to change quickly these days she told him as they pulled away from the kiss. Nikki looked at her and smiled. "Yeah it does when you are with me"
"Nikki what's going on with you today? I've noticed you are getting more and more nervous as the time gets closer to going and meeting T-bone and his woman. Is there something I need to know about her?
Something I don't know ?" Stephanie asked him. "Ceejae is cool as hell and you will love her Steph just like the rest of us guys do" Nikki said. The look in his eyes when he said her name Stephanie caught on to.
Almost as if he was hiding something from her ..what it was she intended to find out. Maybe not today or tonight but soon.
"I heard you on the phone with Tommy why did you say anything to him about me and Vince ?" Nikki that was a long time ago . Is it bugging you that I told you about it or what?" she asked.
Nikki shook his head and looked at her. "No it doesn't bother me at all" he said. "So why say anything to Tommy about it if it doesn't? she asked. "I'm worried about Vince Steph and what he might do or say today when we are all hanging out." Nikki told her. "Umm ok that's understandable but we can't control what Vince does or say's " She told him. "true we can't and I hope he leaves you alone cause I really don't wanna have to deck him " Nikki said laughing. "it will be ok Nikki" she told him. "There is something you don't know about Vince " Nikki told her. "Oh yeah what's that?" she asked.
"remember when you told me about going to one of our shows when you first came to LA and all the things you heard the girls saying about him that made you leave?" Nikki asked her.
"yeah how could I ever forget all those things that were said and somehow I know they were true otherwise they wouldn't have been saying them" she said.
"Steph after the show he sent someone to find you and they never did" Nikki told her. "i don't think Vince will ever give up wanting you back or trying to get you back either no matter who you are with."
Nikki told her. Stephanie walked over to Nikki and pulled him to her and kissed him deeply. Before she could say anything there was a knock at the door. Nikki walked to the door and opened it.
Vince was standing there. "hey dude you ready to go down and meet up with T-bone and Ceejae?" Vince asked him. "yeah we are just about ready to go down now" Nikki said. "Man I'm sorry about last night , dragging you out of the room with Stephanie here with you" Vince told him. "Come in Vince " Nikki told him. Vince walked in the room and saw Stephanie sitting on the love seat in the suite. She gave him a dirty look and looked at Nikki. "Stephanie I'm sorry about upsetting you back L.A before you flew out here. I just wanted to talk to you ." Vince told her. "well you can talk now VInce, Nikki knows everything so what you have to say to me you can say it in front of him too" She told him standing up. " Stephanie I have and always cared about you. I know I can't go back and fix the past nor can I ever forgive myself for moving away and not keeping my promises to you to stay in touch with you." He said. Stephanie looked at him but didn't say anything. "Stephanie I want the best for you and want you to be happy and if being with Nikki is what makes you happy then I will be happy for you" Vince told her. Nikki looked at Vince and asked "you mean that dude?" Vince looked at him and shook his head yeah..Dude we have been friends to many years to let anything come between us and she's happy with you" Vince said. Stephanie didn't know what to say..she was almost in tears again. Finally after all these years Vince had done the right thing . Finally she wiped the tears away and gave him a hug. "Thank you Vince " She told him. "OK lets get downstairs we have two people waiting on us who is very anxious to see both of you" Nikki said. Vince walked ahead of them . Nikki took Stephanie's hand and walked out of the room behind Vince. The elevator doors opened and all three stepped into it. "you're welcome Steph" Vince said as the elevator started it's descent down to the lobby.